I’m mellow and I’m inspired.
Crap, what a moody post this is going to be.
Tonight, I’m nearing the end of my tutoring shift and I have no other homework to work on. At least, I’m tired after an hour and half of orgo and I have no appointments and based on the fact that there’s only two people in the Learning Commons right now not including myself, I’m pretty sure I won’t have a walk-in in the next 20 minutes.
I resorted to sifting though blogposts like I’m Anna Wintour and the online pages are spreads for the next Vogue. (Note that I just compared myself to Anna Wintour. If that doesn’t describe my attitude perfectly, nothing will.)
Elizabeth of Delightfully Tacky (I’ve mentioned her a lot recently, haven’t I?) said she might quit blogging for awhile just because she wants to. And yes, to clarify, I am holding back metaphorical tears.
Keiko of KeikoLynn said that she’s going to revise her list of resolutions for the year just because she wants to.
When was the last time I did something just because I wanted to?
Technically, it was this afternoon when I finished the lab report that’s not due till Thursday and rewarded myself with an episode of Criminal Minds and a handful of gummy bears.
But let’s be honest, that doesn’t have an life-changing effects for me. When was the last time that I did something cool just because I wanted to?
At this point, the next post has the potential to be just as sullen and melodramatic as this one — or incredibly inspiring and as unexpected as the inch of snow we got today.
There’s always that second fashion blog I’ve been dying to try…