Now that I’ve finished my undergraduate degree, I suppose I need something else to occupy my time – as if a wedding, new city living, and new job wasn’t enough!
My new goal is to find happiness.
I’m not sure what this looks like for me. To be honest, this is the first time where I’ll actually be able to do and have what I want…I just wish I knew what I wanted.
I think I’ll be spending more time here, indulging in my creative outlet. Drinking more tea and clacking on these keys. I’m in the process of trying to get some poetry published. Turns out, I’m not too bad at it — according to the magazines that I’ve submitted to, anyway. I’ve made it past the couple rounds of rejections and I’m awaiting the final verdict in a couple more places.
One thing that I plan to experiment with this summer is the writing process of sestinas. It’s a rather complicated fixed verse form consisting of six stanzas of six lines each, normally followed by a three-line envoi. The words that end each line of the first stanza are used as line endings in each of the following stanzas, rotated in a set pattern (see image).
I have one in the works currently – I even have a little literary nibble to share with you. This piece is called “Graduation” (which makes terrible sense since writers nearly always write about what they know).
Like ants swarming a hill, I marched mechanically next to you
as the teeming crowd lumped us into boxes, our bright futures
fated as our cardboard crowns perched precariously on our heads –
further evidence that our participation trophy childhoods hadn’t lost
its steeled grip on the helm that directed our prescribed paths
while we gulped anti-anxiety pills down like the rest of our choices.
I’m also practicing my editing process. It helps when I hate everything that appears on the screen because I’m then so motivated to change it.
New goal: Write a sestina a week.